Monday, April 30, 2007, 3:47 AM
TODAY IS MONDAY.AND I LOOOOOOVE IT!OKAY. ACTUALLY ONLY THIS MONDAY.
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE A SUCKY ONE BUT NEAH!!!!
It was fuuuuun!hahaha!!!!
Well. I still had Chinese exam. But its okay!
Cause I know im going to fail =D
I can fail any other subjects except math.english and science.
Paper 1 and paper 2 I slept.haha!
Omg.so shiok!!!!!!
Vic and I kept saying good luck cause we know we are going to fail.
Well. A failure will always be one=)
I have no future I guess. Even if I do. It will be some toilet cleaner kind of life.
AND WHO IS ANON.
Must be that jude’s altar server friend. Or whoever it is.
Anyway as long as he isn’t taller than me its fine=)
CHERI AND SUSANNE ARE TOTAL TWINS.
Just that one is sweet and another is mad.
Hahaha!
Gayle.chermaine.min and I laughed non stop in class!!!!!!!
LIM MIN CAUGHT IN ACTION.
Hahahahahahhaha!!!!!
Okay. i love my life.
ONLY IF THE WEATHER WASN’T SO HOT. GLOBAL WARMING.
I want it to snooooooooooooooooooow!!!!!!then I can make snowmen of the shape of my darling spongebob=D
and then I can eat ice anywhere I go. And people will look fat even if they are skinny or fat cause of the winter jackets.
Okay.i’ve seriously got to stop daydreaming.
I don’t ever want my handphone bill to come.
My mom will die of heart attack. Trust me.
I’ve been smsing non stop. FISH! I’VE GOT TO STOP!!!!!!!!
But its my life.no it isn’t.its just that I love talking.
MUAHARHAR.
I want a dog. Perhaps a golden retriever? Yorkshire terrier? Sharpei? German shepherd? Boxer??????
I LOVE THE V LANGUAGE!!!!!!
HAHAHA!!!!
VNYWAY. VI VOTTA VO VOW.
VOILA!
VI VISS VOU VO VEATH =)
Friday, April 27, 2007, 5:07 AM
I LOVE CINDERELLA STORY!!!!!
Its super duper sweet=))))
I keep on watching it over and over again!!!!
Well. That diner girl called sam. Shes very brave.
Unlike me.a pathetic coward.
Argh!!!!!!!
The part when chad and hilary danced, it was so romantic.or sweet.
But this is only a show.
It wont happen in reality.
But its okay! I can daydream about it.hahaha!
Damn it. I’ve been munching on my honey oats and strawberry since yesterday!!!!
Haha!
ANYWAY!
I still cant get over the sarah anne Barnett thing. She asked me in the toilet if it was true that I hate crystal.
She made it sound like as if someone told her something.
Not only that.
I’ve been hearing from girls from crystal’s class.they keep on asking me why I stole crystal’s boyfriend.
ARGH.
I, CHLOE STEFANIE SIM. DID NOT AND STEAL YOUR DAMN BOYFRIEND! ARRRGHHHH!!!!!!!!
Damn it! He was just a friend who I had fun talking to last time!
Argh!
ANYWAY!
Who is anob or anon?
I do not and did not and will not like jude!!!!hahaha!
He is just a nice little chubby bubbly boy who is one yr younger than me!
And whatsmore. I like will.and only will.
Although no one knows who will is.but its okay! Cause I know who he is!
Haha!
I cant stop having this thinking in my head. But I guess he doesn’t bother about the email thing.i guess it was just a get it down and over with thing to him.argh.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 11:35 PM
stupid!!!!
SO TODAY IS THURSDAY.its supposed to be the day i love going to school.
but neah.not today!!!!!
i DID NOT go to school.muaharhar!
so i actually woke up at 8.30am!!!!
when i could get up at 1 or 12pm
but! i went OUT! i waited at the stupid busstop for 1 whole hour.
but its OKAY!!!!!cause the weather was cooling and i did not get frustrated.
HEH HEH!
while i was waiting. listened to music.studied chinese and stoned.
i faced sps as i could not look at kc.cause the science labs were facing ME.
and if ms chew caught me i'd be dead meat.
so i was facing sps.you know.the orangy building.
then when i looked up.4 pantytians were directly starring at me and they were pointing.
i was super duper freaked out.
i just covered my face with my book.hahahahaha!!!!!
then when their exams were over.
i saw this tall guy coming out.then when i turned.derek was infront of me!!!!
hahaha!!!!i just walked to the back of the bus stop trying to cover my face.
but he didnt notice me.THANK GOD! and he went back in to school and complained about this fat boy smoking.
tsk tsk!
then another TALL GUY came out.
omg.i swear my heart kept beating!!!triple time!!!!!!!!!
and my whole body was like super duper hot.
then when he came to the bus stop we talked.a little bit.
and i kept saying to myself"omg.faster come up with a subject.hurry!!!!"
rahhhh!!!!! but i couldnt!!!!!
damn it!!!!
then when the bloody bus came.i wanted to get on the same bus as him
i mean.OF COURSE LA!!!!WHO THE HELL WOULD WAIT FOR 1 HR AND NOT GO ON THE SAME BUS RIGHT?!
but the bloody bus driver closed the damn door so bloody fast!!!!!!!!!!!
I TURNED AROUND.I WANTED TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRGHHH!!!!!!!OMG.SO PISSING OFF!!!!!!!
so i just quietly"arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhh" but i didnt know it was so loud that when i turned around all of the pantytians were starring at me.
hahahahaha!!!!!
so i just took 12 home.
saw jude and his cute friend.i mean.babyish cute.
i didnt dare to say a word to jude cause i was afraid that later i accidentally said a vulgar word.
CAUSE WHEN IM ANGRY.EVERYTHING JUST SPILLS OUT OF MY MOUTH!!!!!!!
then in the bus.huimin's bloody jiasheng smsed me.
i just ignored.he is so annoying!
and then here i am.and i realised my cooking is fantastic =D
i managed to cook instant noodles in 5 minutes and it tastes great!!!!!
well.thats the whole point why instant noodles are INSTANT.
=DDDDDD.
tomorrow is my english exam.
i guess im gonna fail it.
i havent been concentrating well on my studies recently.
not that i dont want to. i just cant.
anyway i guess he and i are just from worlds apart.
he has no lack of girls.smart.serious
but im totally different.all i want is fun.
i guess we will never be together.and i doubt he wants to anyway.
argh.i hate today.
feelings can grow but.they can go away too.
i guess you're losing it.
but im not.
4:38 AM
RAH!!!!!! I HATE MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im typing on wordpad and later im gonna copy and paste.
tsk! thank goodness i've got common sense!
TAKE NOTE PEEEEEEEEPLE. NEVER EVER PAY A MECHANIC 50 BUCKS ONLY TO FIX YOUR DINGDONG COMPUTER.
ANYWAY!!!!!I LOVE 203!!!!!!
TODAY WAS SO HILARIOUS,HAHAHA!
camel was like" EHH!!!!ANYONE GOT TISSUE??????? HURRY!MY MUCUS COMING OUT!!!!!"
hahahahahaha!!!!!
then all of us just said"DONT HAVE."
HAHA!!!!!!!
then she was like"OKAY THEN.I SHALL JUST CLEAN ON MY SLEEVE."
i thought she was joking.
but she really did.
and the mucus was dangling!!!!!hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
super duper cute.=D
ANYWAY!!!!!GAYLE IS SUCH A SLEEPYHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday. She slept and then I went to her and tickled her. BUT SHE DIDN’T WAKE UP!!!!
Then today I was like” GAYLE!!!FIRE!!!!!”
But I guess shes just used to it cause I’ve been using the same method ever since last yr.=D
Minnnn pierced her lips. ass! Don’t people feel pain?????
Cheri is still a minah.but I still love her! I guess she is still obsessed with soyamilk.
Im superbly duperly pissed off with someone. SHES PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH!!!!!!!!
SO STOP GOING AROUND SPREADING RUMOURS AND MAKING PEOPLE HATE ME.
Wait. If they hate me I cant be bothered. Cause I know im still loved. =D
I DON’T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
ARGH.
I HATE SCHOOL.
ONLY MAD ASSES LOVE SCHOOL!!!!! I go to school for fun and to have fun with my buddies.
And also see yufan so tired and sick in the bus.hahahahaha!
Okay! Im done for now!!!!!
Tata!
i’ll be your silent pillar.
Its been 4 days. And it seems like 4 yrs.
I miss you!
Friday, April 20, 2007, 7:56 PM
standin in the middle of nowhere.
HI.AT LAST!!!!
ITS SATURDAY!!!MUAHARHARHARHAR!!!!!!
anyway.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
okok.yesterday was fineeeeeeeee!
school sucked as usual.
but during oral communications.
me.min.dalia and carmen were in a group.
OMG.SO FUN!!!!!!
DALIA AND CARMEN.BOTH SMART TWIN!
they are super duper funny!!!!!!!
and then there was this debate.our team vs gayle's.
so yeah.its so predictable that gayle will laugh and laugh and laugh.
HAHAHAHA!!!HER LAUGHTER IS HIGHLY CONTAGIOUS.
and then it was sjab.
at least it wasnt as boring compared to previous trainings.
then went home.i practically spent my whole day in school.IMAGINE.
got home.little cuzzie and aunty was at my house.
CHEYENNE IS SO CHUBBY NOW!!!!!
anyway.studied.
then when it was 10.10pm.
suddenly i remembered there was SUPERNATURAL!!!!!!!!!!
MY FAVOURITE!!!!
BUT DAMMIT.ITS ONLY 1HR.
I RAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my mother got a shock.hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!
well.what a pity she didnt get a heart attack.
JOKING.
then i watched.but i didnt enjoy the show cause 1/2 of the time i was getting frustrated about my h.p
cause it couldnt send out my smses.
pissing offfffff!!!!
but oh well!
anyway.ITS SATURDAY!!!!!
MEANS.NO STUDYING DAY.but i just studied=D
oh nvm.
im gonna meet chris and cheri and the rest soon.
SOON.and i havent brushed my teeth.OR ANYTHING.
then it will be cat.class. <3
THEN MASS!!! I MISS GOING TO CHURCH!!!!i didnt go for mass last week!
and now im eating my lunch at 11.12am.=D
mmm.....SPAGHETTI!!!!!YUMYUM!
okay.toodles!
missing you like CRAZY!!!!
Thursday, April 19, 2007, 3:00 AM
whisper it into my ears.
i need to shit.
but nvm.
i had a hard time trying to get the computer workin.
TOLERANCE.
anyway!
uh huh!TODAY WAS FAN-TAS-TIC MOMMA!
well.for the fact that there isnt math or science and he was there after school.
ms sim asked me yesterday why im always looking for serious.
hahahaha!
of course i look serious.
how can i smile when i hate my school?
but oh well!
i will study hard! get a good job!
and get out of this country.
maybe my that time the world has ended.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!IT CANT END.
i've got dreams to fulfil.
listening to break you by marion raven now.miss old songs.
anyway!
did i say that i passed my science ca 2 well?
24/30!!!!!! WELL.MY MOM DOESNT GIVE A SHIT.
BUT I DONT REALLY CARE.CAUSE I DONT OWE YOU A LIVING.
DAMMIT.just wait and see your daughter get a good job and she will leave you in this damn country.
omg.im mean.but yeah.she really made me so damn hurt.
today.after school. went to the bus stop with cheri to wait for chris.
and also for me to see him.
hahahahhaa!
well.eventually.i did.
but damn it.i got tongue twisted.
not only that.
sareeta was such an ass.hahaha!
then we met sammy.THAT STONE!
then we went to marine parade library.
chris was super duper high and retarded cause he had something he yearned so badly.and of course he enjoyed it.
hahahahaha!
cheri was like his mom with her retarded child!!!!!!
hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
but he was super cute.
then that baboon came!
been a long time since i last saw him!
we were supposed to study.but of course we didnt.
we talked.laughed.burped.
and i went home.
i saw that richard guy and christopher.not paul but the one from g2.haha!
okay.tomorrow is friday.ARGH.
GOT CCA!!!!!and math.and science.and history.OMG.SAVE ME.
but its okay.cause the next day will be saturday.=DDDDD
and i can see all my irritants again!!!!!!!!!!ah.miss them to death.well.bryan isnt an irritant.but he rocks!hahaha!
okay.i seriously need to shit now.bye.
im such an ass.i didnt say a word when i saw you.WHAT AN ASS!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007, 2:01 AM
all good things come to an end.
today was better than okay.my computer is pissing me off.
it cant stop hanging!!!!!!!
last night was great.
i mean.i slept happily=D
of course i did! because i did not expect what i expected.
HAHA!
but i know all good things come to an end.
so yup.
i know.
YES!AT LAST!ITS THURSDAY TOMORROW!
MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE ENTIRE WEEK!!!!!!INCLUDING SATURDAYS=D
well.school ends early tomorrow=))))))
and im sure it will be FUN.and a happy one=)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 2:24 AM
standing in the streets.holding the flower.waiting for you.
GRABBED THIS PIC FROM AFEEQAH'S PROFILE.OMG.I SO WANT THIS BAG.=Di need to listen to music.NOW.
first, my keyboard was screwed up.
then.my computer.
last night.my internet.and NOW.MY SPEAKER.
IM A JINX!!!!!!
anyway!
today sucked.
haha.=) as usual.
im startin to get used to it.
but. OH WELL.
mugged for history and science test last night.
every 10 minutes i look at my handphone.
but in the end i just switched it off.i couldnt be bothered anymore.
haha!
I NEED A NICE SONG NOW.
look.this is my life.
wake up.check my handphone.100% there will at least be someone to cheer me up in the morning.bryan.haha!
bathe.change.sit at the chair and stone.
wait till its 5.45am.go to the bus stop.
go to school.frown frown frown.HONESTLY.I HATE SCHOOL.
see yufan stonning in the bus.
go to school.
wish about school ending.
either hang out with retarded people or go home and sleep.
at night.do homework.sms.
sit on the chair and listen to music in my mp3. sms.
sleep.
THIS IS MY BORING LIFE.
well.at least i've got my mp3.
i want a dog.maybe it can make my life more happier.haha!
anyway!today.gayle totally pissed me off.
so in return.i pissed her off.
class was boring.MY CLASS IS BORING.wait.no.MY SCHOOL IS BORING!!!!!!!
took bus home with joel.that emo retard!
omg.he was super duper hyper!
hahahaha!
i was like"quit it.or else i will smash your dick"
then he was like."okay.then i will smash your tits"
omg.i was stonning.but inside.i was laughing like mad!
haha!
joel looks like he got bangs.
like what cheri said.
like crystal.
OMG.TODAY.MY WORLD WAS CRYSTAL.CRYSTAL.CRYSTAL.
in the morning at the bus stop.someone kept calling a girl called crystal.
next.while studying for my science.i saw this word"crystallisation"
then.at the courtyard. someone talked about crystal.
i was already mumbling to myself.crystal crystal crystal.
then.it was science test.THERE WAS A WORD CRYSTALLISATION.
after recess.it was chinese.the chinese newspaper had a english word, "CRYSTAL"
OKAY.NOT THAT I HATE CRYSTAL.
BUT IM JUST SO ANNOYED WITH THAT NAME.
AND I TOTALLY CROSSED OUT EVERY SINGLE CRYSTAL I SAW ON MY PAPER.
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY LIFE!ARRRGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what are you sorry for?
first, my keyboard was screwed up.
then.my computer.
last night.my internet.and NOW.MY SPEAKER.
IM A JINX!!!!!!
anyway!
today sucked.
haha.=) as usual.
im startin to get used to it.
but. OH WELL.
mugged for history and science test last night.
every 10 minutes i look at my handphone.
but in the end i just switched it off.i couldnt be bothered anymore.
haha!
I NEED A NICE SONG NOW.
look.this is my life.
wake up.check my handphone.100% there will at least be someone to cheer me up in the morning.bryan.haha!
bathe.change.sit at the chair and stone.
wait till its 5.45am.go to the bus stop.
go to school.frown frown frown.HONESTLY.I HATE SCHOOL.
see yufan stonning in the bus.
go to school.
wish about school ending.
either hang out with retarded people or go home and sleep.
at night.do homework.sms.
sit on the chair and listen to music in my mp3. sms.
sleep.
THIS IS MY BORING LIFE.
well.at least i've got my mp3.
i want a dog.maybe it can make my life more happier.haha!
anyway!today.gayle totally pissed me off.
so in return.i pissed her off.
class was boring.MY CLASS IS BORING.wait.no.MY SCHOOL IS BORING!!!!!!!
took bus home with joel.that emo retard!
omg.he was super duper hyper!
hahahaha!
i was like"quit it.or else i will smash your dick"
then he was like."okay.then i will smash your tits"
omg.i was stonning.but inside.i was laughing like mad!
haha!
joel looks like he got bangs.
like what cheri said.
like crystal.
OMG.TODAY.MY WORLD WAS CRYSTAL.CRYSTAL.CRYSTAL.
in the morning at the bus stop.someone kept calling a girl called crystal.
next.while studying for my science.i saw this word"crystallisation"
then.at the courtyard. someone talked about crystal.
i was already mumbling to myself.crystal crystal crystal.
then.it was science test.THERE WAS A WORD CRYSTALLISATION.
after recess.it was chinese.the chinese newspaper had a english word, "CRYSTAL"
OKAY.NOT THAT I HATE CRYSTAL.
BUT IM JUST SO ANNOYED WITH THAT NAME.
AND I TOTALLY CROSSED OUT EVERY SINGLE CRYSTAL I SAW ON MY PAPER.
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY LIFE!ARRRGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what are you sorry for?
Monday, April 16, 2007, 2:49 AM
fake.
today was the same as yesterday and the days before.last night i said it.
and i guess what i said were just words that fade away in a few hours.
im super tired now.
gayle.vic and min were so retarded in the bus on our way to pp.
when we were getting off the bus.
i saw my 10 cent on the seat.so when i was about to get it.
i was worrying about the bus driving off.
so i was like"ah!!!forget it."
then they laughed at me.oh well!
my school sucks.
i have to fork up 50 bucks cause i lost my family day coupons.
derek thinks armpits are disgusting.
i think their cool =D
Sunday, April 15, 2007, 12:33 AM
show me the meaning of being lonely.
so my computer has been attacked by some keyboard viruses again.and now im using my cousin's computer.
yesterday was not really that great.
i dont even think it was great.
cat.class was so boring.as usual.
bryan was very nice and caring.haha!
dominic ng kept playing with my hair.francis played once.dammit.
dom found a strand of going-to-be white hair.
and the white hair defintely made me upset.haha!
so while i was suffering in the torture chamber.scott was having a fun time in the club.haha!
unfair!
and then cheri and chris had a number of piercings.
cheri's was metallic.
chris's was shining.*kaching!*
haha!
receieved the consent forms for the retreat.
i really hope its gonna be fun!
im starting to love my new hairstyle.haha!
im happy that andre broke his arm=D.
then after class. went to parkway to meet grandma.aunty and cousins.
we ate at jacks place.
not my kind of place.
i'd prefer pizzahut.haha! im gonna miss my aunty and cousin.cayse they are returning to melbourne today.=(
i received an sms from huimin about the dogs gonna be put down and all.
i wanted the husky and labrador so badly.but i cant keep it cause am already having cashflow probs=(
my sis said that scott might have been possessed after going to old changi hospital
but i doubt so.cause he is gonna meet my future bestfriend.the lady in white.haha!
im feelin doubly stressed up now.
so much work to be done.and i lost my damn wallet.consisting of ezlink card.neoprints.family day coupons.10 bucks.and sweet letters.RAH!!!!!!!!
so very screwed up.
theres never a day when i can really relax and have fun.
whatever it is. he is still on my mind and i dont really care anymore cause if i think or dont think about him.he is already there.stagnant in my head..so yeah.haha.
Friday, April 13, 2007, 1:52 AM
still cant get you off my mind, scott.
i cant get you off my mind.i really dont know what to do.
you go for looks.
i guess i've got no chance now.
im close to giving up.
oh well.
today was so sucky.
i was so tired!!!!!!
i slept when i had the chance.
now im not the only one having eyebags.
bryan david also!haha!
so now its me.bryan and will.
THE PANDAS!
so my family knew about my new piercing.
im sure im gonna get a scolding.soon.
but its okay.
cause my father and mother had been promising and promising to let me have another piercing since last yr.
but they never fulfilled it.
so now im just helping them to fulfil it.
i've been a good girl this yr mommy and daddy.
i study everynight!when i feel like it.
i didnt have a bf this yr!well obviously cause i've been having a crush on ..... ever since the beginning of the year?
hahaha.
and.i havent been going out that often as last yr.
whatever it is.
i still want more piercings.but i shall wait till next yr.
one year.one piercing.=) this way.my parents have got nothing to say =)
i like the pain when piercing. i want more pain!
well.when im sad.i love pain.
as long as theres no blood.its fine.
i hate blood.on me.ew!
then school was like a torture chamber.
damn!
cheri ate during recess=)
she loved my egg and cheese sandwiche.hahaha.
i was waiting for him to sms me.hahaha.
chloe.stop daydreaming.cause that will never happen.
well. he only smses in the night.
oh well.
today is friday.
the day when im broke.
OMG.what if he likes another girl?
forget it.i shall just move on.
BUT I CANT.cause i've been trying to since FEBUARY.DAMN IT!
anyway.
that freak is still copying me.
now she is copying the way i tie my hair.
GO AND GET A LIFE!!!!!!
COPYCAT.COPYCAT.COPYCAT.
stupid yufan!ever since wednesday woke up late!then leave me alone in the bus!!!!
and gayle.she can defintely make me go mad.
i screamed her name bout 10 times in class.she totally couldnt hear.
or maybe she was just ignoring.HAHA.
then i went up to her.i almost strangled her.hahahahaha
tooopid joel.he hates shaun chew.i dont know why.but oh well!shaun must defintely be an ass cause joel hates him =D
after school.went to parkway with nadine.sophia and huimin.
OMG.SUPER FUNNY WHEN WE GOT OUT OF THE BUS.
hahaha!!!huimin's leg had this shit thing.
and she was making a fool of herself.i just ran away and laugh.pretending not to know her.hahaha!
then her clifford came.
we went to macs.
those fendi and all were there.so we got out cause they might cause trouble.
and so.
in the end.we bought food from old chang kee.anyway i was broke.had a few cents left.
sigh.what a sad day.
i miss him to death.
btw.its friday the 13th.how cool is that=)
Thursday, April 12, 2007, 2:44 AM
isolation
slow and steady wins the race.ha.funny.i've been waiting for like what.3 months?
isnt that slow.
but.steady?neah.
anyway.p.e in the morning was so tiring.
i realised i lost my stamina.damn it.
one round around the school and already panting.tsk tsk!
and we played this chicken game and we practiced basketball.
i cant catch balls.
its okay!cause i can always practice =D
then it was art. ITS SUPER FUN SITTING AND PAINTING WITH GAYLE GAN LI SHAN.
she mixed the dark blue with someother retarded colors.
and after 15 or 20 mins of mixing.SHE CREATED A HAWAIIAN BEACH KIND OF WATER!!!
OMG.I LOVE IT!!!!!!!
hahahahaha!
anyway today wasnt great at all.
i've been waiting ever since i woke up.
i promised myself i would run from to school to the bus stop after school.
to at least just see him at the bus stop.
well.at least just see a smile.
but i didnt want to be called a bungseh-er from min.
and neither did i want to disappoint her.
then it started raining heavily.
min was like kinda angry already cause i was dying to see him.
and then they didnt even bother about me.
they knew i've been waiting the whole damn day to see him.
but she just got on 196 and i had to go in.
wth.i swear i was tearing in the bus.i didnt want to look at her.
then went to pp.not much happened.
in fact.it was boring.
then she asked me to go home.
wtf?!
i didnt go and see him just to go to parkway.then she asked me to go home?!
anyway i guess it really wont make a diff.cause i wont be able to see him this saturday anyway..
and whats more.i dont even have the damn courage to tell him.
so whats the point.
i hope i fall sick.
i dont have to go to school.
and i can just lie in bed hopefully forever.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 2:49 AM
oh so intricate.
oooohhhhhhhhh YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TODAY WAS.FAN-TAS-TIC!
well.although my panda eyes are still here.and it cant seem to stop getting rounder and darker.
oh well.in this case.i dont need my eyeliner.hahahaha.
heard from victoria.
PETE WENTZ IS BACK WITH ASHLEE SIMPSON?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
oh well.
as long as ashlee doesnt get together with chad or wentworth or brad.its okay.
HAHAHAHAHA.
sigh...on my closet theres only fergie.wentworth.alan smith.c.ronaldo.wuzun and goodcharlotte!
I NEED TO FIND JESSICA ALBA. CHAD AND BRAD!!!!
oh.and i've also got those 5 desperate housewives.HAHAHAHAHA.
i just realised. my sis looks like the girl from ugly betty.
hahahahahahaa!
well.thats what my mom says too =D
okay.in the morning when i reached kc.
min needed to shit so desperately.
so i companied her.anyway i should follow her.cause last time i shitted.she almost fainted.
haahhahahaha!
then class started and blahblahblah.damn!it was super boring and stressful!
MY AIM! PASS ALL SUBJECTS WELL!which is impossible.
AND ALSO! SPEND ALOT OF TIME WITH MY BUDDIES AND FAMILY!
TADA!
me and my simple life=) im satisfied.
GAYLE .AS USUAL WENT CRAZY =D thats why i love her!
oh yeah! at last my group presented our slides! LESS BURDEN NOW!
then it was religious class.
cheri and i were busily smsing.hehehehe.
i mean.I WAS PRANKED BY KENNETH'S FRIEND.hahahahaha!
susanne and i stole ashriqah's chewing gum =D
what.shes such an ass.
she tore down cheri's and my heart!!!!!=((( so i tore hers down =D
that biatcho.tsk!
then after school.went to pp.and yeah!
I LOVE NICKNAMES I GIVE TO PEOPLE =D
scott is LITTLE BOY now!hahahaha!
derek is mr sportsman!
gayle is mrs zzz
cheri is minah!
andre is shitface!
joel is BASTARD!!!!
and maybe,i should start calling illi mrs kwa now?=D
Tuesday, April 10, 2007, 3:57 AM
i've got bird in my ears and a devil on my shoulder
today was okay, not so bad! well.compared to the other days eh.okay.yesterday was great!ONLY FOR THE EVENING.
FINALLY!I PASSED ONE OF MY MATH TEST.
DAMMIT.it seems like i've got to skip school one day before math test.
ONLY THEN.i will be able to pass.
hahahaha!
during history.the effers got back.except for nadine. WE TOTALLY MADE SO MUCH MESS!
hahahaha!
then after that.i just took the whole fan to myself and i knocked out during the last period of history.=)
my panda eyes are back.
oh well.im not the only one i guess.
i have so much to do!
and i've been lazing since......5.50pm.
ha.got out of school at 3pm.
went to parkway with min.vic and gayle.
WE WANTED TO STEAMBOAT!
we thought nadine and sophia bungseh us.
so we went to pp first.
reached.saw a a sji guy waiting.
well.it was huimin's boyfriend.clifford.
the minute gayle saw him.she was like"so not hot"
hahahahaha!wth?!
well.in my opinion.he was better than fine.
so anyway!
min was just full of smiles!
and vic was soooo hyper.
hahahaha!
then off we went.instead of having steamboat.
we went to yoshinoya -.-how nice.
then i dont know why but 2 other guys just joined.
one called russell and another was.ryan?
i dont really care.
ANYWAY!
sophia and dine came.sophia lost her clinique purse.ipod.keys.and of course she didnt lose any money cause she was broke.
then we went for steamboat.
NADINE TREATED!
THANKS NADINE!!!!!!
hahahahaha!
every single word i said was so wrong.
hahahahaha!
like.for example!
chloe:gayle.i want tau hu!
gayle:what is tauhu?
chloe:you know.that white thing
wth!then everyone started laughing!wth?!
maybe its cause of their sick minds.you know.the white thing.
there was so much fun!
and laughter.of course!
hahahahaha!
THEN.
faizal and the whole entire gang stood outside the steamboating shop.
omg.they were practically standing still and they were all starring at min and clifford la.
it was super duper freaky!
then one guy kept shouting vulgar words all.
then yeah.clifford and min just shout back all.
omg.SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED!
well.the gang made me lost my appetite.dammit.
i only had tom yum soup.cabbages and 2 toufus?
then blahblahblah.and so yeah.
oh.that faizal tang came.
min.CHEER UP OKAY!!!!
and then i took bus home...
stupid bus jerked!!!!!
I MEAN.I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO PEE.
okay.once again.loads of work waiting for me.bye!
Monday, April 9, 2007, 2:58 AM
7 HEAVEN!
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))OMG.I'VE NEVER FELT THIS HAPPY AFTER SO LONG!
WHEN I TALKED TO HIM.MY HEART COULDNT STOP BEATING!
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
WHATS HAPPENING TO ME?!
WHEN I TALKED TO HIM.
I WAS TRYING TO HARD TO COME UP WITH A SUBJECT.
BUT THERE WAS JUST TOTAL SILENCE!
<3!
1:35 AM
feelings so deep.
im losing love for purple.still.i love it.but im more interested in the colour blue.
hahahahaha.
RECEIVED EGGS TODAY!
and a cute marshmello shaped of a blue rabbit!!!!!
hahahaha!
im still in love with gavin degraw.
i think his voice is super unique!
haha!
okay.cheri and chris are quarrelling now.
i really dont know how to make cheri happy now.
but im trying my best!
for chris. i dont dare to talk to him when he is angry!
stupid dominic chan.ignoring me.RAH!
my goodfriend's ex girlfriend is such a copycat.
she acts mad when she is not.honestly.the first time i knew her.she was so serious!
then.she lies about everything.
she tries to get info from me about her ex boyfriend.
she still doesnt know why he broke up with her.
and she says its a misunderstanding.
to my goodfriend's ex gf- you still cant figure it out.you have no idea how much shit you talked about him when he was away.you always want him to be the one talking to you.you want him to joke around with you more.
why cant YOU joke around with him?!
damn it.
THIS IS WHY IM STILL PISSED WITH YOU!
rah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and you still dont get it.
ANYWAY!
CHAO huimin has a NEW boyfriend called clifford.
yes.gayle gan is jealous.hahahahaha!
i was supposed to follow victoria.nadine and her to parkway.
but neah!i've got hell loads of work to do!
i've got the sudden urge to go to the beach and play captain's ball!!!!!!
I LOVE CAPTAIN'S BALL <3
school was boring!
damn it!hahaha!st pats and sji ended school super early!
and my school STUPID KATONG CONVENT.ended at 2.15pm. ?!
next exam.sa 1. coming up! in about 4 weeks time?
every single subject is tested on ALL the chapters that we have learnt through out the stupid year.
have they got no brains?
dont they know we as teenage students have got small brains and we will go mental studying all this crap ?!
i'd rather go to australia and study!its so laidback!AND FUN!
unlike singapore.-.-
this year is a NO-FUN year. except the june and november hols =D
during the june holidays.i want more piercings.
during the november hols.i want to dye my hair into a new colour!
and everyday will just be filled with laughter.fun and i can sleep anytime i want!
and there will be no more pandas!
i want a pair of nike shoes and bag!and jacket!
MY SIS BOUGHT A NIKE SHIRT YESTERDAY! DAMMIT.
bye for now.and my huge pile of undone work awaits.
Saturday, April 7, 2007, 7:34 PM
POMFRET!
hello there!
my top molar is growing!DAMMIT!
its hurts. =D
anyway!
HAHAHAHA.
i hate sundays.
i've got hell loads of homework to do.
ITS EASTER!
althought i dont know what it means.
BUT STILL!
went for easter vigil last night.
everyone was wearing so formally.
hahaha!
jeans is formal!to me.
its comfortable!
and it goes well with everything else. =D
uncle simon cooked pasta for me.
it was DELICIOUS!
my sis and i were left at home alone in the afternoon.
we didnt dare to switch on the gas!!!
ahhahaha!
and we were starving.
so we just took out the steamboat machine and cooked instant noodles.
hahahaha!
then went for easter vigil....
its was okay.
illiana couldnt take her eyes off paul.
hahaha!she's super adorable!
cheri was looking for her darling christopher.
and sammy was smsing her crush.
hahaha!
and yup.POMFRET!
hahahahaha!
something happened to my mother's heels.
but i cant blog about it.cause its a public blog.
so yup!
hahahha!
have a great day=)
Friday, April 6, 2007, 6:28 AM
cinderella story was great=)but when it was happy ending.it was the saddest part for me.
its been about 2 months now.
maybe that day will never come.
yup.it will never come.
im losing hope now.goodnight.
Thursday, April 5, 2007, 7:37 AM
she scares the living shit out of me.
HELLO THERE.HAD A TIRING BUT FUN DAY.
HEH HEH HEH.
OH YUP.FUN.
woke up at 7am.
obviously i didnt go to school again.
HAHAHAHA.
BUT.i had a goooood reason.
cause i went and sing for chrism mass.=DDDDD
once again.i was late.made sam.illi and cheri wait for me for so long.
SORRY!
oh.channel 5's showing prison break season 2.hahaha!WATCHED IT ALL!
wentworth miller <3but>
THE SHOW WAS GREAT.not wentworth.okok.
anyway!yes.i woke up at 7 and then went for chrism mass......
IT WAS SO SUFFOCATING!
but chris was suffering more.
hahahaha!
cause he was swinging that gold thing you know.the thing which produces that smelly smoke thingy.hahahaha!
yup!it was fun alright.
hahahha!
then had some buffet thingy at sea avenue.
LIESEL'S SON.IS SO ADORABLE AND CHUBBY!
and i pronounced basil's name as BA-SIL.and BE-SIL.
hahahahahaha.
then after that...we went to st patricks.
chris had to hand up his art homework.
and so cheri.illi.sam and i followed.
i was there for SOME PARTICULAR REASON.actually.not some.ONE REASON.
hahahaha!
then met so many friends.
then after that.we went to marine parade library.
CHRIS AND CHERI KEPT PLAYING AND SPRAYING THAT SMELLY ADIDAS DEODAURANT!
wait.we went to the library before we went to sps.
then we went to cheri's house.
i borrowed hell loads of stuff from her.
SORRY CHERI!!!!!
and so.we went to church AGAIN.
we went to the emmaus house.the altar servers were camping there.
when we went to the room.paul kwa was wearing his jeans.haha!
im sure illi was blushing.ANYWAY!
GTG.BYE.
the actors from england yesterday who was some ticket booth person at the oliver twist play yesterday were so cute!
ok.bye.PICS UP SOON!
Wednesday, April 4, 2007, 1:23 AM
BOOYASHAKALOO
hello there=)im tired alright.
couldnt sleep last night.
I GUESS I WAS TOO EXCITED ABOUT MY MATH TEST TODAY.
i mean.wth!
i studied practically the whole day yesterday and i ponned school just to study.
so today's math test was hard.
i guess im gonna fail again.
RAHHHH.
anyway!
i gtg leave home at 5.30pm.damn it.
gtg for the stupid arts excursion and it ends at 10.45pm.
thank goodness im not going to school tomorrow.cause im going for chrism mass.heh heh.
i mean.
tomorrow is thursday!!!!!there is no math.no science.nothing important.
so why not just renew my soul by singing horribly for chrism mass.
religion is more important and anything else.
but of course i wont become a nun cause i wanna get married.
hahahahaha.
stupid gayle.
such an asssss.
she and her NORBIT.
my whole class are practically norbits.
hahahaha!
class 203 rocks when theres gayle.min.vic.maine.dian.afiqah.nicole.anissa.camel.cristal.and more!
hahahahaha!
during i.t, we were just fooling around talking about mr bean and singing.hahaha!
RETARDED.
then it was r.e, i sat with cheri. as usual.nicolette.maribeth and cute little suzanne!
we had fun!
cause i was sitting at ashriqah's place.and on the wall there were hearts.
one heart was -cheri.chris.
second was-ashriqah.fared.or whatever la.
third was-maribeth.troy.
fourth was- suzanne and no one.
and then i added mine.
chloe and secretly loves! .
yup!
then it was science.damn!
i didnt understand a thing!
ms chew was patient enough to go through it with me.
then took 31 home with sam.that STONE.
and so here i am.
ok.im gonna nap till its 5.30pm.bye.
Monday, April 2, 2007, 8:07 PM
you might think im happy.
didnt go to school today.at least staying at home is much better than being left out in school.
2007 is just so screwed up.
i havent been smiling much in school.havent been having fun after school.havent been doing what i always said i will do.
RAH.its just so....argh.i dont want to use that word.
anyway.
i've finally understood math chapter 5.
but once i move on to chap 6.im gonna forget bout 5.
OH.I TOLD MY MOTHER I WANT TO CHANGE SCHOOL NEXT YR.
SHE ASKED ME IF I WANNA GO TO BEDOK SOUTH.
if gayle and cheri were there probably i will go.
but neh.im just gonna torture myself in kc for the next 2 yrs.
when i was bathing just now.
i realised that having this thing for your goodfriend is just stupid.
honestly.
anyway im satisfied he is a great friend.i dont want anything more.
yep.im satisfied=)
whatsmore i dont want his ex girlfriend to come chasing me with a chopper cause i like her ex. and if he finds out that i still like him or anything and if anything happens it will be a great disaster.hahaha!so yup.better than regretting.
hahahahaha.
whatever la!
now im only concentrating on all this
-get good academic results so that i can get into a better school next yr.
-CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.but i want to keep my own disgusting boyish manners=)
-spend time with friends and family.
-save money for june holiday!!!!!!!!
-HAVE A BETTER, WILD-ER 2007.
OK.I GUESS IM DONE NOW.
1:35 AM
MOODSWINGS.
HELLO THERE.YES.I WAS ANGRY AND UPSET.
IS MY MENOPAUSE COMING?NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WAYYY!!!HAHAHAHA!
EEE.IF MY MOTHER'S MENOPAUSE EVER COMES IM GONNA RUN AWAY FROM HOME.
OKAY.ITS JUST THAT IM HAVING MOODSWINGS.
SHIT.
OKAY.THE TRUTH IS.
YES.ANISSA'S PEACH CRUMBLE WERE D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!!!!!
NONO.SERIOUSLY!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
ANYWAY.
yes.crystal pissed me off.so did cheri.
yes.i still like scott.BUT.IM TRYING MY BEST TO STOP!serious.
OKAY.APRIL FOOLS WAS GREAT YESTERDAY.
but kenneth goh got a little pissed off cause i worried him.hahahaha!
im not going to school tomorrow.
I HATE SCHOOL.
and im just gonna spend the time practicing math for my ca2 on weds.this weds.
and CUT MY HAIR!
honestly.
i WANT to cut my hair.BUT its just that im too lazy to WALK to the salon =D
AND.this week's gonna be short.
not going to school tomorrow.going to school till 8.50am on thursday cause of chrism mass.not going to school on FRIDAY CAUSE WE DONT HAVE TO=)
ITS GONNA BE FUNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im busy this week.
so no time to go out.EXCEPT.saturday.heh heh!
WAIT.IM NOT FREE ON SATURDAY.ARRRRRRRRGH!
DAMN IT.
singing is fun.but its getting boring singing with old people.
me.cheri.illi and sam are gonna sing for chrism mass,holy thursday evening mass and easter vigil mass.SWEET.
that blinking eye teacher in my cat.class asked if anyone wanted to join this softball thingy.
I WANTED TO JOIN SO BADLY!!!!
BUT I HATE SOFTBALLS!WHY CANT THEY USE HARD ONES LIKE BASKETBALLS OR SOCCERBALLS.OR SOME OTHER HARD ONES.
and whatsmore my hands STILL FEEL WEAK.
my sis says that im having some skin cancer thing cause i write too much=)
i slept at 9 last night.but i still feel tired.maybe i need 12 hrs of sleep.
and.at the bus stop.i saw this guy who looked EXACTLY like scott.
i almost shouted his name.hahahaha!
BUT that guy was super duper uper tall.so it couldnt be him.HAHA!
i miss my daddy.
its been ages since i've seen him.=(
and.I WANT A NIKE BRA.ITS SUPER NICE!!!!!!!!I LOVE NIKE!ADIDAS!CONVERSE!GAS!AND BILLABONG'S STUFFFF BUT not the accessories
1:00 AM
its a torture.
today sucked.so much.in the morning,it was fine.
slowly.it became so screwed up.
i dont want to go to school tomorrow.
I DIDNT WANT TO COME TO SCHOOL TODAY.
today in the hall when i set behind gayle,i swear i felt so left out.
anissa baked peach crumble.it was great.
but i did not make me any happier.
in the past.cheri used to come to me smiling.wanting to talk.
now it seems like its a chore to talk to me.
you keep saying im your bestfriend.over and over again.
ARE YOU SURE.
do real bestfriends blab about what they should not say?
im sick of this.
I. CANT. GET. OVER. SCOTT.
I CANT STAND IT WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME.
eh why you steal scott away from crystal?
I SWEAR I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THAT PERSON'S FACE.
I DONT.STEAL.
CRYSTAL KEEPS ASKING ME IF I STILL LIKE SCOTT.
STOP ASKING.IF YOU STILL LIKE HIM.THEN I WILL TRY TO STOP RIGHT.
SO STOP ASKING.
CAUSE YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE IM SOME SLUT.
IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO TREAT YOU WELL.
TREAT OTHERS WELL.
SO DONT COME COMPLAINING TO ME ABOUT THIS AND THAT.
CAUSE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO HELP YOU.
YOU KEEP ON COMPLAINING.STOP BEING SO SELF-CENTRED.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS SHIT.
I DONT FEEL HAPPY IN SCHOOL.
OUTSIDE SCHOOL.
AND AT HOME.
I WANT TO JUST GET OUT.
GET OUT OF EVERYTHING.
I DONT CARE IF CRYSTAL OR CHERI OR WHOEVER IS READING THIS.
EVEN IF IT IS MY FATHER OR MOTHER.
THIS IS MY LIFE.
NOBODY.UNDERSTANDS.
SO DONT ASK ME TO DO WHAT I DONT WANT TO DO.
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