Thursday, January 31, 2008, 1:15 AM
waving goodbye.



















i'll never let anything ruin this picture.



















So i stand here waving goodbye,
guilty of counting down the days,
unafraid of everyday, but today.
i never wanted to say goodbye.
when i said i wouldnt cry, those were total lies.
every minute we spent together, time was being kind.
but all this memories, will always be on my mind.
i came to you the hour i was in pain
looking for answers, i cried to you in vain.
I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart, I knew then you'd be my friend,I knew it from the start.
troubles ran like rivers,
flowing through my life,
you picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.
As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.
The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

i pray for us to never drift apart.):

SCOTT+DEREK+CHLOE = MAY WE PLEASE BE FOREVER?




Tuesday, January 29, 2008, 6:29 AM

HELL NO SCHOOL ISNT A LEARNING ENVIRONMENT OR A SELF DEVELOPING KOOKOOBLAHBLAHBLAH.
ITS MAKE ME GO GOOGOOGAGA!!!!!!!
OMG.
MY EVERYDAY LIFE IN CLASS IS SUPER DUPER UUUUPER AWWWESOME!!!(:
THIS MORNING.
I CRIED.
CAUSE ITS LIKE, I REALLY WASNT IN THE MOOD TO BE PROVOKED OR SCOLDED AND SHIX.
& THEN I GOT CAUGHT FOR MY HAIR, NOSE AND DRAWINGS ON MY YEAH.
they have got big FAT issues.

THEN, SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.
I SWEAR I ALMOST DIED FROM ANGER.
I GOT SCOLDED FOR MY ATTITUDE.
of course i would have this kind of attitude fancy scolding me early in the morning.
CANT YOU JUST WAIT TILL AFTER SCHOOL#?$@#$@#%%@##
then, i CRRRRIEDDDD.
cause i was already depressed bout scoooot leaving.
and i missed derek.
and i was pissed.
and i was just pissed.
and min seem pissed although its just her usual morning face.

AFTER SCHOOOOOOL!!!!:DDD!
MY BILL'S GONNA GO HOOHA!
SMS SMS SMS SMS SMS SMS SMS SMS SMS!!!!!
CAME HOME, STUDIED, SLEPT FOR 4 HOURS, ATE, STUDIED, SCOLDED FROM MOMMY.
hello there folks! welcome to my life!

HEEEEE ASKED ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
K.K.K.K.K.K.K..K.K.K.K.K..K.K.K.K.K.K.K.K.K.
SHIX NO.FOCUS ON A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.A.AA.

I LOVE GAYLE MIN MEG NIK CRYS NISH.
THEY MAKE MY DAY OOOHHLALA.
I LOVE DEREK CHRISTIAN VERHOEVEN AND SCOTT WILLIAM WOODWORTH CAUSE THEY ARE JUST BORN TO BE IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE.biotches.HAHAHAHA!
BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!!!!

DADDY, IF YOU'RE READING THIS. OR MOMMY.
I WANNNNNNA I WANNNNAAA SKIP SCHOOL ON THURS!!!!!!!
ANDAND.
MAY I GO TO HIS THINGY AT 10 TOMORROW? NIGHT? PLSPLSPLSPSLPSLSPLSPLS????
):
if you dont know how this feels mommy and daddy,
it really sucks knowing you're gonna NOT see your loved one for 3423i49038305905959305930953 days.
so please?




Monday, January 28, 2008, 4:35 AM
fail me.

i dont want you to go.
everything's gonna be different.
the promise we had we havent fulfil.
we havent done things we never done before.
i still want you to throw eggs at people with me.
i still want you to be there for me when i cry in church.
i still want you here buddy.

i've already tried my best.
but i still feel im not good enough for them.
i still feel im not a goodfriend.
i feel so helpless and hopeless.
i've already tried my best.

i've already tried my best.
i do not like washrooms cause i always end up crying when im alone.
i dont want to be alone.
i dont want scott to go.):
i dont want derek to treat me like a stranger one day.
i cannot be without them.
im nothing without them.
i'd use every amount of energy i have to have them here with me forever.


i cant make myself feel any better.
i hate crying, or making it public that this is my biggest weakness.
i've done everything i can.
i tried over exhausting myself.
i cant make myself feel any better.

do they even know im feeling this way?
this seems so stupid.
im only a goodfriend.
why am i crying so much. maybe you all think its stupid.

i dont know what to do.




Saturday, January 26, 2008, 11:29 PM
MOVE IT.













WHO SAYS GIRLS CANT DO WHAT BOYS DO!












i feel short.










BOTH OF THEM LOOKS STONNED. SERIOUSLY!!!!try zooming in.













I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid monkeys.HEH HEH!!!














THEY LOOK SO CUTE IN BAD PICTURES!!!!(:













GET WHAT I MEAN? :D!














HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM STILL LEARNING HOW TO SHOOT OKAY!!!!FOOL.(:














HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!


























so compatible!!!!!!





































BIGGEST balls i've ever seen.HAHAHAHA!






















I LOVE HIS NIPPIES.(:













I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!LIKE @#?$#%#$%#%$##%$#%#%#!!!!














I LOVE HIM!!!!! LIKE 13623897228942904!!!











OMG. I WANT HIM TO BE MY SON!










SMEXY.











$#%?#$#$#$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE RAINY DAYS!!!!!!!!
I LOVE THE SUN!!!
I LOVE YOU SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!make me black pleasy.
no offence to black ones.
BUT I WANT TO BE TAAANNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


IM GONNA UPGRADE!!!!!!!!!!!!:DDD!!!!
600 SKIPS TODAY.
JOGGGGG 9 ROUNDS ROUND MY PARK.
YESTERDAY WAS SUPER DUPER UUUUUPER FUN!!!!!:DDDDD!!!!
DEREK MADE ME FALL. A-G-A-I-N!!!!!
SO DID CRYSTAL.HAHAHAHAHA!
i wanna pluck scott's pubes.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAAHAHAAAAHAAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MATTY IS SOOO CUTEEE!!!!!
I WANT TO PUT HIM IN A BABY CARRIDGE AND PUSH HIM EVERYWHERE!!!!(:(:(:(:!
NIKKIE LOOKED SOOOO HOT.
ooohh mama mia!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CLIMBED A TREE!!!:DDD!!!!!!!!
erwin matt and james wanted to help.
BUT I WAS LIKE. NOOO!! I WANT TO GO UP MYSELF!!!!:DDD!!!
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!
IM STILL HAPPY ABOUT THAT OKAY.(:

OMG. IM ADDICTED TO HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 SONGS!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
right gayle, i bet you're saying.LOSER.now with your "diaozxzxzx face"
GHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

crystal. SMILE MOOOOREE!!:DDD!
alvin's so cute.NO IM SERIOUS.

& i bet scott's gonna show this to tabitha and same the linky link thingy starts.HAHAHA!
I LOVE MY LIFE.(:

&
I REALLY REALLY REEEEEAAALLY LOVE DEREK & SCOTT!!!!
I DONT WANNA SEE YOU TWO SAD.
BUT!
I WILL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU TWO SMILE AGAIN!!!:DDD!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!(:




Friday, January 25, 2008, 6:33 AM
I DONT SEE THE REASON WHY.



















i dont understand why i always look bad when i take pictures with derek/scott.!@#$#%#%#













YUCK YUCK YUCK.HAHAHAHAHA!



































HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IN BORDERS.








































SAY AHHH!














HAPPY. COOL. EMO.

SCHOOL HAS BEEN 2#?@#@#$#@$@$@#!@#!!!!!
SLEPT IN CLASS. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM STARTING TO HATE SCIENCE.
RAH RAH RAAAAH!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHORT FART!!!!(:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!!!<3!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUFAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDDIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:


birthdays birthdays. I DONT WANNA GROW UP.
I HAVE SOOO MANYMANYMANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT.
BUT I CANT EVEN REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love to make new friends!
but now, i cant even cope with all my friends.
i dont even have time with one.
i'd rather have super awesome wonderful friends than having so many.
QUANTITY IS BETTER THAN QUALITY!!!!(:


MEGAN'S DOGGIE IS SUPER DUPER UUUUPER CUTTTEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
CRYSTAL
IS POPULAR IN MY FAMILY.{official.}
HAHAHHHHA!!!!!!


KRIS IS FREAKIN HOT.
(:




Wednesday, January 23, 2008, 6:58 AM
BOOOHAHAHAHA.

WHY HELLO THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:DDD!!!!!
i love my leg muscles.

HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!
SCHOOL HAS BEEN AWESOME & CRAZY& GAYLE CANT STOP HITTING MY BOOBIES.
gayle, you better wear steel bra tomorrow.
MIN'S ILLLLL. GET WELL SOON EMO BIOTCH!
WE MISS YOU.(: if they dont, i do.HAHAHAHAA! they do.(:

I NEED TO RESIST MY TEMPTATIONS.
& I SHALL I SHALL I CAN I CAN!!!:DDD!!!!
temptations : 1. shoving food up a poor innocent friend's mouth.
2. sleeping in class.{ I CAN RESIST.}
3. breaking silence.
4. be cool & not a hyper freak.
5. STOP BUYING UNWANTED/ UNNECESSARY THINGS.

I BOUGHT COSMOGIRL & A PINK- ORANGY PEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:!!!!
TODAY WAS AWESOME. VERYVERYVERRRRY!!!!!
HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! & CRAZY. WITH JOEL CHRIS SAM.
CRAZY PEOPLE. THEY LAUGH LIKE ONE 4%?$#%$#%#%#$%#$%.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!

LETS SEE.
EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE DIFFERENT.
WELL, SO DO I.
in this world,
people will only think about how good your personality is only when you have the looks.
no looks, no personality to them.
damn you world.
ME,
IM A HAPPY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAY WHAT YOU WANT. ONLY THEN, I WILL HAVE A REASON TO SHOVE THINGS UP YOUR NOSE. :B!
HAHAHAHAAAAH!!!!!

IM ADDICTED TO EXTREMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:




Monday, January 21, 2008, 5:17 AM

OHOHOHOH!!!!
&& ON MY WAY HOME, THIS MUTT/BENG ASKED FOR MY NUMBER.
i was so tempted to point some fingers. but its okay(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

& THIS ASHBOY WHO CLAIMED HE ADDED ME ONLINE A LONGLONG TIME AGO SAID THAT HE WAS SORRY HE WAS AN IDIOT AND ALL HE WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH A "CHIOBU".
eeeee, cant you spell it out in english.hahahahahaha!!!!
& SCOTT{ not this pretty one.}ASKED FOR MY EMAIL!!!!!!!!!!!

wubu2 means what you've been up to.{ by scott. not this pretty one.}
wow.
3 in one.
it rocks being single.(:




3:07 AM
):


























MY BROTHER'S WORK!!!!!! I LOVE THE RAINBOWWW!!!!



















OKAY.SOMEHOW, THIS IS BETTER THAN NEOPRINTS.




















im just trying my best to capture memories. \

















WILLIAM HUNG!









DEREK LOOKS SO CUTE!!!












MY NEW RETARTED FRIEND!!!!!(:










NIKKIE & CRYSTAL!(:









SUPER DUPER UPPPPERRR LATE FOR SCHOOL/











BEST BOYS ON EARTH/(: GIRLS!!!! GRAB THEM NOW!










MINNY & GAYYYYLE!!! GET WELL SOON BIOTCHES!










LET THERE BE LIGHT.


What are we waiting for?
These years are dying slowly,
Today is still in front of us
And we're breaking out
Cuz today is now or never.
Standing still is criminal
And never lasts forever.
The safest place in life is now,Today's the day we're breaking out.
NAZAR & I ALMOST GOT DETENTION.
THERE WAS THIS REALLY CUTE EURASIAN GUY IN THE BUS WHO LOOKED LIKE AN ANT.SO CUTE!!!!!!!
i will forever remember this.
MY FIRST LATE COMING SLIP ALL MY LIFE IN KC WAS BOOKED BY TREENA LOW.
damnnnnnnn.
hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

OKAY. SCHOOL.
GAYLE & MIN DID NOT COME.
SO NOT THAT MUCH LAUGHTER.


i was pretty much upset when it was all quiet.
when chloe's quiet, = its a really rare situation.
next week. & poof!!!!!
scott william woodworth, my super retard wont be there to quarrel with me, nor can i hug him or mess up his emo hair anymore.):
everything's just gonna be so different.
derek will have more consoling to do when im quiet.):SO YEAAAAH.
TODAY,SCHOOL = DEPRESSING.
SCOOTT, YOU BETTER BE READING THIS OKAY.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!!!
i dont want you to go.just as much as everyone does.
but. I REALLY DONT WANT TO SAY GOODBYE.):

AFTER SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AWWWWWWWWWWWEEESOME!!!!:DDDDDD!!!!!
I GOT TO SEE SCCCCOOOREK!!!!!!
& THE CUTE LITTLE SHORTIE, MATTHEW.
& THE SNOWWHITE + GIMONGOUS, CRYSTAL.
& MY NEW FRIEND!!!! ERWIN!
& THE DINGDONG, JOSEPH.im sorry.i didnt know that was your dad;s name.AARON.
& EMO KIDDO!
RIK THE HILL.

SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ONE MISSED CALL WAS LIKE. SCREAMO FOR ME AND CRYSTAL.
GHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
I TOTALLY FORGOT SOMEPARTS.OMGANDI.
& THEN!!!! uh oh. crap. now the girl's face is in my damn head.ARH!!!!
I BOUGHT MY RINGSSSS!!!:DDDD!


THE SWINGY THINGY IS SOSOSOSO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
matthew's face cracks me up.(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!


I SACRIFICED MY BUBBLE TEA FOR A MAN WHO WAS BEGGING FOR $$$!!!
i felt so #$?#%$#%#%#%$$ when i saw him.
imagine myself being him.
i defintely wont walk away without giving him some money.
ANDAND!!!!
IDIOTS. STOP KILLING DOLPHINS, TIGERS, WHALES, MONKEYS
CAN#$@#?$##$#$
THEY HAVE A LIFE OF THEIR OWN.
SO MIND YOURS.


my whole family knows about my stupid nose.




Sunday, January 20, 2008, 4:12 AM

HELLO YOU!(:
MY FAMILY FOUND OUT ABOUT MY DAMN NOSE.
&
HELLO TO THE NEW IMPROVED VERSION OF ME!
I UNDERSTOOD. IM TRYING MY SUPER BEST NOT TO BE SO IMPULSIVE.
ALTHOUGH I LOVE THAT WORD - IMPULSIVE <3
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

IF YOU'RE GOOD TO ME.
DAAAAAAMMMN. I CAN TREAT YOU SUPER NICE TILL YOU GET IRRITATED.(:
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
IF YOU'RE A BITCHSLUTWHORE TO ME.
oh wells. i wont waste another milisecond on you.

I BELIEVE IN KARMA BABEH!

IN SUMMARY : i dont like ego bastards{guys} & bitches who hardcore bitch.{girls.} & people with 2 or 3 or 4 faces.HEH HEH HEH!

I SKIPPED 900 TIMES TODAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:DDDD!!!!
TOMORROW!!!! 2000 SKIPS. + JOGGING 8 ROUNDS THE PARK.
WORK THAT UP DO.

I DOWNLOADED 424242344242 SONGS TODAAAY!:DD!!!!
hi. im restless.
defenseless.




Saturday, January 19, 2008, 8:36 PM
take me on a journey;












MEL'S DOGGIE LOOKS LIKE RACKY'S/SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!














COUSIN & HER FUNNY FRIENDS.













I WANT TO BE IN ROLLING STONES!!!






















i want crystal's hair.


























KENNETH'S FACE SCREWS ME UP.HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!
scott looks in <3 <3 <3!!!!!







































I LOVE THIS PICTURE. BUT I LOOK 2$?@$#%#%@$@!!!!!
scott, dont upload in friendster!!!!!!!!haahahhahaha!





















I LIKE THIS PICTURE.(: HELLO LOUIS! HELLO NIC!!!!

FRIDAY!!!!!! ----> MORNING EXERCISE + P.E WITH MISTER LEE.{gahahahaha!} + SUPER DUPER UPER FUN IN CLASSS!!! UNTIL 2.15PM OHOHOHOHOH!!I GOT SENT OUT BY MISS SHEKHU CAUSE I WAS MAKING FUN OF HER.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! & THEN!! TRAINING TILL 6PM. THEN MET COUSIN!!!!(: WENT OUT TILL LIKE. 9 OR 10 PLUSPLUSPLUS!!!!!

SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-----> SLACKY SLACK WITH NIKKIE + CRYSTAL + EILEEN + SU! + JACQ! & THEN CLASS!!!!!! & THEN PARKWAYPARADE! WITH CRYS! CHRIS! SAM! JOEL!

SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!------> I WOKE UP IN THE AFTERNOON. SO IM GONNA STUDY & GO RUNNING LATER!!!!:DDD!!!!!
ON FRIDAY!!!!! I GOT SUPER DUPER UUUUPER HIGH.HAHAHAHAH!
SO I WALKED AROUND WITH TONS AND TONS OF PLASTER ON MY NOSE.
SERENE+KENNETH+ANDRIEL+ME TOOK BUS 43 SUPPOSEDLY TO BEDOK INTER. BUT WE ENDED UP AT THE UPP EAST COAST TERMINAL.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

SATURDAY WAS SOOOO RETARTED!!!!!!
i think. _________'s hot.(:!
ITS SUPER DUPER UPER FUN SITTING WITH CRYS+NIK+SU+EILEEN+JACQ+JILLIAN+MARIETTA+ALANNA!!!!!!(:!!!!
THEN!!!!!
WHEN CLASS ENDED, MERL WAS LIKE.
"SO CHLOE, ARE YOU GONNA MISS YOUR GOODFRIEND WHEN HE'S GONE???"
OMG. I SHOUTED "YES ! THAT IDIOT." waaaaaaah. i felt so
?#@$@$@$@#$@!!!!
im gonna miss him like adnawjkdwoejwowjweojwerjewjfsjfiojw when scotty's gone.):

HI!!!
THIS ARE WHAT I WANT!!!(: {read carefuuuully}
1. MOREMOREMORRRRE BLACK EYELINER.
2. MORE BANGS.
3. SAVE UP $$$$ TO VISIT SCOTT IN CANADA.
4. DO BETTER IN KICKING THE BALL HIGH HIGH HIGH!!!{soccer.} MATT! DEREK! SCOTT!!! DO YOUR JOBS PLSSSSS.(:
5. MONEY FOR 4308309 CONCERTS THIS YEAR. I WANNA GO WITH
MIN & GAY!
6. DOUGIE POYNTER IN MY HOUSE.NOW.
7. NOSE RING THINGY. BLACK PLS!!!!:DDD!
8. MOREMOREMOOOOOREEEE PIERCINGS.
9. GOOD BRAIN TO STUDY.

& i felt super shitty cause i couldnt find my way to changi.):

& IM MISSING DADDY ! MAMA! DEREK! BARRY!!!{ my dog i think its already dead.}




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