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Saturday, March 31, 2007, 7:16 PM

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.

HELLO THERE.
HAPPY APRIL FOOOOOOOOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL.IT FEELS SUPER GOOD WHEN YOU HAVE ONE WHOLE QUEEN SIZE BED TO YOURSELF,SURROUNDED BY PUFFY PILLOWS AND BOLSTERS.AIR CON BLOWING COOL AIR ON YOU.AND THE SOUND OF RAIN DROPLETS OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW.
BUT MY DREAMS WERE HORRIBLE.
IT WASNT ABOUT BUNNIES HOPPING ON CLOUDS.
IT WAS ABOUT DOMINIC CHAN DONG TAI.
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SWEAR.
IF IM GONNA DREAM BOUT HIM AGAIN.
IM NEVER GOING TO SLEEP.
HAHAHAHAHAHAA!
THAT ASSSSSSSSSS.
HAHAHAHAHA!
ANYWAY.
WOKE UP.GOT A PRANK FROM YUFAN.
PRANKS IN THE MORNING.ARE SO COOL.
HAHAHAHAHA!
THEN I STARTED PRANKING.
BRYAN FELL FOR IT.
HE IMMEDIATELY CALLED ME!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA!SO ADORABLE!
THEN I PRANKED SCOTT.
HE CALLED ME A NAUGHTY GIRL.BUT HE FELL FOR IT.HAHAHAHA!
SO I CALLED HIM A GULLIBLE BOY.
THEN I PRANKED GAYLE.
SHE TOTALLY FELL FOR IT.
SHE KEPT GOING "OMGOMGOMG!!!!"
HAHAHHA!
SO GAYLE=)
HAHAHAHAA!
THEN I WENT TO THE KITCHEN...
SEARCHED FOR BREAKFAST.
WTH.
THERE WAS NOTHING.
SO I JUST DRANK MILO.
DRINKING MILO IN THE MORNING SUCKS.
anyway.
my cousin bought for me and my sis COACH keychains.
I LOVE MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PURPLE DOGS WITH SOME SPARKLY THING.
HAHAHAHA!
then my sis called me a scavenger cause i woke up and immediately searched for food.
I MEAN.COME ON.WHO ISNT HUNGRY IN THE MORNING?!
AND WHATSMORE.
ITS EASY FOR HER TO SAY THAT.
CAUSE SHE WAS HAVING MUSHROOM AND CREAM PUFFS.
PIG!
then MY GRANDMA IS FORCING ME AND MY SIS TO GO TO HER HOUSE TONIGHT.
CAUSE MY COUSIN AND AUNTY ARE BACK FROM MELBOURNE.
MY MOM WANTS MY SIBS AND I TO HAVE LUNCH WITH HER.
OKAY.SO IM GONNA BE SUPER BUSY.
AND I HAVE TO RUSH FOR SLEEP AGAIN.

6:45 AM

today was FANTASTIC.
but quite quiet tho.
well.i woke up at 5am.
went to meet trisha.anissa.andrea.and suzanne outside school to make our way to geylang to have breakfast and ALSO.to do our thing for flag day.
ATE AT MACS FOR BREAKFAST!!!IT WAS HEAVENLY.
then we talked.laughed.ATE!!!!!!
then we started asking people for donations.
i learnt how to say" something tolong demar"
hahahaha!
my tin was only 1/2 filled.
was under the hotttt sun!
but i had goreng pisang and bandung=)
there were so many malays!
they are all nice and friendly!!!!
hahaha!
but one guy pointed his middle finger at me.
stupid shit.no life.
hahahaha!
then we walked and walked and walked all the way till 11 plus.
then we took a bus to parkway.
we ate.laughed.took short naps.talked bout stufffff.
and I COULDNT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THERE!
I HATE SITTING DOWN FOR SO LONG!
HAHAHAHA!
ANYWAY.
we went back to school.
gave the tins and all...
i took a bus to church.
changed in the toilet.
i swear i sweated like i just finished my 2.4 km run.
THE TOILET WAS HOT.STUFFY AND STINKY.
and i stayed in the toilet for about 15 mins.
15 MINS.IT WAS 2/100 OF HELL.
okay.moving on.
then i slept in the father's house.
SO SHIOK!
FAN WAS FACING ME.
I WAS SITTING ON THE SOFT COUCH.
IT WAS ABOUT TO RAIN.
AND I WAS LISTENING TO MUSIC.
AND I SLEPT!!!!
until chris and cheri came.
-.-
hahahahahaha!
then I SUDDENLY FELT SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH.
I THOUGHT I WAS TURNING RETARDED.
anyone i came across in my cat.class i just sticked a sticker on their clothing.
hahahahaha!
it was FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
then after class.
paste.paste.paste.
hahahaha!
then went for mass.
dom chan was being an ASSSSSS!
but still funny la.
then took 12 with duane.
HE IS SUPER SMART.
and walked home.
and here i am without anything done.bye.

Friday, March 30, 2007, 5:06 AM

so today wasnt so bad afterall.
well.as usual
,i was and im tired.
GOT TO WAKE UP AT 5AM TOMORROW.
DAMN IT!!!!!!!
HAVE TO MEET MY SENIORS AND ANISSA IN THE MORNING AT 6.30AM
THEN WE HAVE TO START COLLECTING DONATED MONEY.
TOMORROW IS FLAG DAY.
FROM GEYLANG IM GOING TO RUSH TO KATONG.
FOR CAT.CLASS.so tiring!!!!!
im gonna stomp into class like a zombie.
i swear.
after p.w in the computer room today,dian and vic were harassing mehahahahaha!
they were trying so hard to lift my uniform.
well.they did.
and when i turned back,4 sps boys from the canal were STARING.
i ran away.hahahahahahha!
i have a feeling my fever's back.
i keep having bad headaches.
my sorethroat is on and off.
and now i think i need to shit.
hahahaha!bye.

Thursday, March 29, 2007, 12:16 AM

today was fine.
not too bad.not that good.
i was sleeeepy!!!!
BUT IT SHOULDNT BE HAPPENING.
CAUSE I SLEPT AT 10.
maybe my sibs talked too loudly
THEY WATCHED WRESTLING!!!
RAHHH!!!I SHOULD HAVE WATCHED!BUT I WAS TOO TIRED.
arrrghh.so much for being in express.
when my sis was sec 2,she was playing EVERYDAY.
and me,a slave to academic shit.
my father told me to delete THE TAGGED thing.
hahaha.i deleted.anyway its so boring.
friendster is way better.
was late for school today.
stupid bus 38 took forever to come.and so did bus 31.
WHATS WRONG WITH BUSES THIS DAYS.
then saw some aqquaintances in the bus.like jeremy and blah.
this stupid sec 3 kcian kept rolling her eyeballs at me.
hahahaha.let me guess, her eyes were coming out.
i hope its out by now.
ANYWAY.school was boring.
right hand still feels weak.
and then the last 2 periods,it was chinese.
i enjooooyed it.cause it was so fun with victoria and danielle around me.
plus my chinese teacher.IT WAS SO FUNNY!!!!
IT WAS ALL ABOUT VICTORIA AND HER RETARDED SELF.
KEPT KACHAOING ME.
HAHAHAHA.
i need a haircut so badly.
i feel like my fringe is gone.TOO LONG.
im gonna have a looong nap later =D
THEN I HAVE TO STUDY LITERATURE.
CA 2 TEST TOMORROW!!!
DAMN IT.IM GONNA F-A-I-L IT.
I DONT UNDERSTAND THOSE- THY. THOU. FIE FIE. SHIT.
HAHAHAHAHA.I HAVE HELL LOADS OF WORK WAITING FOR ME.
AND SO.ALL I NEED IS A GOOD NAP.TATA!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 6:01 AM

AND WHEN NIGHT FALLS...

OKOK.
IM HAPPY NOW!!!!
SHIT.ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS.
WHEN NIGHT FALLS.
IM HAPPY.HAHAHAHAHA.
THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO HAPPEN:
1) THE EFFERS TO MAKE A COMEBACK
2)CHERI AND CHRIS TO BE HAPPY.AND NOT TO QUARREL ANYMORE!
3)RACHEL.ILLI.CHERI AND CHLOE TO HANG OUT!
4)JOEL AND HIS LOVED ONE TO BE TOGETHER
5)SAM TO BE HAPPY!AND BE WITH MARK ONG.
6)ZAIN AND REX TO BE BESTFRIENDS.
7)DOMINIC,ANDRE,CHERI,ILLI,RACHEL AND I TO ALWAYS SIT TOGETHER IN CAT.CLASS
8)SCOTT NOT TO BE SO SLEEPY AND RESTLESS.
9)CRYSTAL TO BE WHAT SHE WAS LAST TIME.HAPPY AND CAREFREE.
10)MY WHOLE FAMILY TO BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY!!!!

MY SIMPLE WISHES!
I'VE BEEN VULGAR LATELY.
ARGGGHHH..HAVE TO STOP.
BUT IT RUNS IN THE BLOOD.
ANYWAY!
MY ARMS HAVE BEEN WEAK RECENTLY.
MEANS NO MORE PUNCHING.NO MORE SWINGING OF HANDS.NO MORE CARRYING OF HEAVY SCHOOL HANDBAGS.
I LOVE MY MAT BAG THAT VIC GAVE.
HEH HEH HEH.
I'VE BEEN LOVING ALOT RECENTLY.
THIS MATTHIAS-CLONE.IS ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
STOP ASKING WHO I LIKE CAUSE I WILL NEVER TELL YOU WHO IT IS.AND STOP BEING SO DESPERATE YOU SHIT.
MY SIS ISNT BACK YET.
DANCING HAS MANIPULATED HER LIFE.
GAYLE ISNT ONLINE.
SHE MUST BE SLEEPING OR STUDYING.
MOST PROBABLY SLEEPING EH.
HAHAHAHAHA.
THANKS CHERI FOR BRINGING MY BLOGSKIN BACK!!!!!

12:54 AM

this blog is so dead and ugly.
the template has got probs.damn!
yes.i was scotting the whole day
.i dont really care about what other people say anymore.
haahahaha.yes.i dont care.
MY EYEBAGS ARE GETTING ROUNDER AND DARKER.
im not the only panda around here eh.
hahahahaha.science was so effed up.
i didnt get whatever atom shit.
RAHHHHHH.cheri was upset.so was i.we were sad.but im 99.9% tired.thats all
.hahahaha
GAVIN DEGRAW ROCKS.i love his songs.and voice.hahahahahaha.
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE CAMERA THING.
I WAS TOO RESTLESS AND TIRED.
I JUST GOT OUT OF CLASS RIGHT AFTER SCIENCE.
IM SO SORRY!SHRI.
im stressed up.not only are my eyes tired.not only am i tired.my brain is tired.
so many things to do.
maybe changing school next yr is the best option.new school.new life.new friends.
but im gonna miss hell loads of friends in kc.cheri.gayle.min.vic.maine.dine.sophia.nicolette.
SO MANY MORE.
and.the guys opposite will be missed only a few of my goodfriends.okay.not few.some.hahahahaha.
today is wednesday
and its already such a suckfest
how am i to cope for the next 2 days till its sat?
life in singapore is such a bore.
LIFE IN KC IS MUCH MORE BORING.
afiqah and shimei are my little sunshines.
hahahaha.
im sick and tired of life.i want a time machine.
go back to the past.and redo what shouldnt have been done.
and do what should have been done.
I DONT WANT TO LEAD THIS MEANINGLESS LIFE NO MORE.
FUCK IT.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 6:45 AM

this blog.is soooo screwed up.
im using the copy and paste method.
probably its my com's fault.
anyway.days have been rough
many decisions to be made.to tell,or not to tell.
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
i need to use swear words.
NOOOOO.TEMPTATION.TEMPTATION!!!!
life is just...bad...............
im trying my very best to change my ways.
IM TRYING TO BE FRIENDLY!!!!
arrrgghhhhh.yes.im anti-social.
I MISS HIM.
shit.im in trouble.
anyway,missing my parents.
DEARLY.
remedial today.pass few days were screwed up
.gayle told me a secret.heh heh heh.
and i told her mine.MUAHAHA.
THANK GOODNESS I CAN BLOG AGAIN!!!!IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!
i hate relationship-desperados.seriously.if stupid people adds me on msn.
im gonna block you IMMEDIATELY.
what stead stead stead.STEAD YOUR HEAD!HAHAHAHHA!
once again,alone in a dark, cold room.
arh.i hate this feeling.no more breakfast tomorrow!!!!!!!!
finished my fav cereal this morning=(((
so i guess tomorrow's gonna suck again.
I CANT COPE WITH SCHOOL WORK.CANT.COPE.
IM SICK WITH MY DRY,TIRED EYES.
IM SICK OF THIS BORING LIFE.
IM SICK OF THINKING OF HIM EVERYDAY.
IM SICK OF MISSING MY ONE BIG FAMILY BEING TOGETHER.
IM SICK OF MY PROJECT WORK GROUP SHIT.HONESTLY.IM TOLERATING.
IM SICK OF MY PATHETIC SOUL.WAITING AND WAITING AND WAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ON SATURDAY THERE WILL BE FLAG DAY.AND IM GONNA GO FOR CAT.CLASS WEARING SCREWED UP CLOTHES.STINKY BODY AND MESSED UP HAIR.RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!SATURDAY IS THE ONLY DAY I LOOK FORWARD TO!!!!!!!IM BROKE.HAHAAS USUAL.I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!

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